Story by Gracie Vanover
Like every other senior at FC I never thought I would be finishing my senior year digitally. I expected to be leaning back in my special editor-in-chief swivel chair and counting down the days until I pass the torch. But I did not get to do that the normal way editors before me did. Although these last three months have made my senior year unconventional, to say the least, I would never trade this time for the world.
Senior year was not my “picture perfect” dream. I had dreamed of marching band state. I had dreamed of the tears of happiness after my final live show in radio and tv. I dreamed of all the crying and hugging as the bell rang during my last news period of high school. I dreamed of enjoying my last “eighth period” after school with my friends and radio and tv teacher Brian Shaw. Although my dreams did not or will not come true, I am still content with my senior year.
In my time as a senior and team leader I learned so many life lessons. I learned concepts that sometimes I still struggle with. Although I am a work driven person, I learned sometimes you just have to step back and examine life. Sometimes life gets in the way of writing and editing. And that is okay. I am human and not a robot, so I deserve a day or two of doing nothing.
Not only did this year teach me lessons, but I accomplished so much, unlike any other
years of high school. If you would have told freshman me that I would be leading an award-winning staff or be a section leader in a band program I had been a part of for years, I would have said you were bluffing. I could have never imagined that I would be standing in front of a news staff every day yelling “Good morning!” and leading a team through our routine. I mean, last year as a junior I would have never imagined being the top dog.
Normally I feel like people who are in my position would brag or be proud about their work, but that is not me. I never “flex” my awards or scholarships or tell people to read my work. Although I am not ashamed of my work, I have never felt it was anything special or award worthy. I have always been harsh on my writing and felt it was subpar at best. Luckily, I have had amazing advisors and peers to push me to appreciate my own work and see how extraordinary it could be. Without them I would not be in this position. I never even really considered it until my friends told me I would be perfect for the job. Although I was never perfect for this role, it was one I will never forget.
Of course, memories are a huge part of any experience. I will never forget laughs while helping during the fifth hour journalism class. I will never forget awarding the members of staff on our “Good Noodle” board. I will never forget comforting people who had outside the newsroom issues. I will never forget reading college admissions essays for people on my staff, and so much more. I will carry memories of every person on my two years of staff, especially ones with our amazing adviser, Jim Lang.
Lang has been through thick and thin with me in my time in this program. He helped me make some of the hardest decisions I have ever had to make. He reassured me of the excellent work I was doing and made sure I did not undermine myself. He recommended me for countless scholarships and awards I would have never thought I deserved. He has not only been an adviser and role model but he has also been a true friend who I can never thank enough.
All I can say is, thank you FC. Your programs have pushed me to be the best I can be. Without the journalism programs led by two great men, I would not be where I am today. So, thank you FC. I will miss you more than you will ever know.